Let me start by saying Happy First Birthday to our son, Yates!
On this day last year, I was not sure if we would make it to this day. I have had scary days in my life, but they pale in comparison to the day you were born. This is the day I truly learned what faith was all about. When you were born almost four months early and were only 470 grams, or about 1 lb. 0.6 oz, I was frustrated that there was nothing I could do to help you. I had to turn to my faith and put it in His hands. Prayer was all I had that day and boy did I pray. I know that I was not the only one praying that day and the days that followed...and I thank each of you who joined in the prayers from the bottom of my heart. I saw the power of prayer each and every day we were in the NICU and I still see it today as you grow stronger. Witnessing the miracle that you are has grown my faith, and it is stronger than ever.
Today, I have more hope than ever before. It is easy to not have hope in the world we live in everyday, but your birth and life gives me hope that there is greatness still in this world today. Our family was filled with hope by the amazing, caring individuals that cared for you the four months you were in NICU. My hope grows as I watch you grow, and as I see the joy on your face each and every day. I am hopeful you will be one of those amazing, caring individuals that makes this world a better place.
Love for you filled my heart even before you were born. It grows each and every day for you, and I did not realize I could love someone as much as I love you. Your smile warms my heart! Your giggles fill my heart with joy! The love I have for you is endless!
Thank you for teaching me more about faith, hope, and love than I ever knew. I hope I can return the favor as you grow into a young man.
Happy First Birthday, Little Man!
Mommie loves you always and forever!
